Tuesday, April 14, 2009
i just want to scream!!!! i am sick again. it seems unending. started with a cfs flare up after too much yard work on saturday and not enough sleep. then a stupid stomach virus. i keep thinking that i feel better and then try to eat a little and then feel awful again. i've missed two days of work and am dreading the pile up that is sure to have accumulated. i'm going back tomorrow regardless b/c i'm going crazy from being in this house! i just get so discouraged when this happens. i have all these things that i want to do and accomplish and i feel stuck--trapped b/c of this stupid broken body.